Tomorrow When I Die – Teaser

Today commemorates 101 years since the Armenian Genocide. 1.5 million Armenians were tortured and killed in a silent genocide by the Ottoman Empire.

It’s a genocide that has yet to be officially recognized by the American and Turkish government. President Bill Clinton promised to bring this issue to the table during his campaign, yet failed to do so during his presidency.

1 year from today, Tomorrow When I Die will be released. A literary fiction story told by a 14 year old girl named Anahid. She tells her story from the grave. It’s a heart felt story that’s not only about the horrors of the genocide, but the love, sacrifice, loyalty, and friendship that is found in the darkest realms of terror and evil. A story about how an attempt at eradication ended up being a rise from the ashes.

Mark your calendars, spread the word and let’s count down together over the next 12 months for the world wide release of a story unlike any other. A story that needs to be shared.

It is my best work yet.



Death never comes easy. Sometimes it’s slow and the breath suffers. Sometimes it’s quick and it’s the heart that suffers. Not of the person who dies, but of the person who’s watching.


A pressed wing against the muddy ground and I can tell it’s broken. I don’t know what kind of bird it is, but I see many of them around. They are small and fly fast. The dark line of feathers from the beak to the inner corner of its tiny black eyes make it appear angry. ‘Looks like Mama when you eat too many of her Gatas’, my brother would say.


I stroke the bird’s soft feathers, like Baba would to my hair when I was sick. It would make me feel better. The tiny bird tries mercilessly to move its wing. An instinct, I wonder, to fly – even though it can barely breathe. I know death will come soon, but it doesn’t. It just suffers.


“You need to squash it,” Mama says and her voice startles me.




“It’s suffering.” She stands over me, blocking out the sun. I can only see her outline and her hands are on her hips.


“No, Mama!”


She clucks her tongue at me and I hope she goes away. I’ll hate her forever if she squashes the bird. I don’t know if it’s a threat.


“You want it to suffer?”


I shake my head and feel the tears start to come. “I don’t want it to die,” I whisper.


“Everything dies, Anahid.”


I shake my head again.


“I don’t want it to,” is all I can say.


The sun is warm on my shoulders again and I know Mama is gone. She’s right. But I don’t know what to do. “I can’t hurt you little bird.” The tiny bird struggles to breathe and its eyes are crusted with dirt and mud and foam forms around the edges of its beak. Death is ugly.


I find a small boulder and can barely lift it. It will definitely do. My eyes are filled with tears and I barely locate where the bird is through my blurry vision.


“Please die,” I whisper. “I don’t want to do it.”


It moves the broken wing again and looks worse than it did seconds before. I close my eyes as tight as I can and chant ‘I’m sorry’ over and over as I drop the boulder on the little bird.


Mysterious Voicemail – Case of the Missing

If you’ve read Clusters: Case of the Missing, then you know I’ve been following David Paulides’ research on mysterious disappearance cases.


Here’s a recent voicemail that’s boggling everyone’s mind.


What are your thoughts?



Here’s an article on his disappearance


The Children at the Window CURSE

Since I began writing Children at the Window one thing after another has happened that has kept me from writing it. My dad suffered two aneurysms 6 months apart, my publisher and I had a falling out – and by falling out I mean she won’t pay me my royalties and has fallen off the face of the earth -, and twice my program has crashed (on a new computer) deleting two chapters. Did I mention it happened twice? In a row?

Anyway, all it did is made me want to finish it more and if anyone knows me, knows this is the LONGEST it’s taking me to complete a manuscript.
So, I’m convinced this book is cursed – and I can’t make any promises that it won’t bring black eyed children to anyone who reads it.



Book Challenge – January

Month 1! Month 1’s challenge was to pick a book made into a movie. My pick was The Fifth Wave, which comes out in a few days! It’s a trilogy, and I just started on book 2 – The Infinite.

Synopsis: After the 1st wave, only darkness remains. After the 2nd, only the lucky escape. And after the 3rd, only the unlucky survive. After the 4th wave, only one rule applies: trust no one.

Now, it’s the dawn of the 5th wave, and on a lonely stretch of highway, Cassie runs from Them. The beings who only look human, who roam the countryside killing anyone they see. Who have scattered Earth’s last survivors. To stay alone is to stay alive, Cassie believes, until she meets Evan Walker. Beguiling and mysterious, Evan Walker may be Cassie’s only hope for rescuing her brother–or even saving herself. But Cassie must choose: between trust and despair, between defiance and surrender, between life and death. To give up or to get up.

After I read a book, I read the reviews. (Is that backwards? oh well) The negative reviews on this book seem to like the first half of the book and not the second half. I’m the opposite, I thought the first half was ok and the second half was much better.

It’s YA. Ya and Romance to me, are so heavily trope filled that it’s hard for me to take them much seriously. Especially when it comes to YA Paranormal or YA Sci-Fi. On a side note, I thought Thirteen Reasons Why was fantastic and original. Hopefully YA takes note and dishes out less trope and more awesome.

With that said, I actually enjoyed this book. It’s like The Host meets Hunger Games. (I said it was tropey, didn’t I?) There’s some major major plot holes in the story that bug me. It’s not like the type of plot hole where someone is injured in one part of the story but not the other. No, I mean plot hole as in a big stinking giant gaping hole right smack in the middle of the plot.

It’s hard to get past. Also, the whole teenagers save the world thing (back to trope) and adults are idiots. But I’m not the demographic and I distinctly remember thinking adults were idiots when I was a teenager. (not to be wildly disproven)

The writing was unique and I really hate to do this, but the style reminds me of how I wrote The Apocalypse. Seriously, read all my reviews – I NEVER compare my books to any of them. But I kept feeling very Apocalypse-y as I read this. I’m not sure if it’s a good thing – especially since at times I found the writing very jarring and almost confusing. (Now I’m questioning my own writing – of course). My only other issue with the book was the military depiction. It was cheesy. I really don’t think there was any military research done and that really bugs me. Mostly because if you’re writing to young readers, you should do them (and society) a favor and build in some accuracies.

Ok – but I still like the book. Overall, I enjoyed the story and got pretty creeped out. The author did a fantastic job of painting apocalyptic imagery. So good that I got depressed at times. The imagery is worth the entire story alone. At times, it was poetic. All in all, I recommend this as a read. I’m moving onto book 2 now and contemplating what I’ll read for next month’s challenge.

You can join the challenge any time! Just click here to read the challenge and don’t forget to share your January movie/book read in the comments!


The 5th Wave: The First Book of the 5th Wave Series


Why did I start my own publishing company? Because my first publisher put out a book loaded with mistakes and my 2nd publisher – who I once called a friend – has not paid me or even given me a breakdown of my royalties/sales that I have been asking for, for over 2 months. Because I’ve made so many mistakes being a newbie in this industry in trusting people I thought were looking out for me.
Through those mistakes I’ve learned a heap of information on how to produce a book the right way. Why give up a huge chunk of your money to someone (in this latter case, ALL my money) to people who are not going to meet your expectations?

Don’t get me wrong, I’m still a huge advocate for traditional publishing. But, I’ve learned from my mistakes – and fellow authors – that it’s more important to find the right publisher. The book covers, the book trailers, marketing material, the synopsis, my storylines and writing, the things that have received high praise from the public have been things that have come through the team of amazing people I have found. Jason Vollario, Holly Foreman, Jamie Butcher, Rebekah Montgomery, Jolene Campbell, and many others who work behind the scenes – who take pride in their work and truly are the best. The things that didn’t receive high praise? Are the things that were trusted with the publisher.

I’ve been told over and over again that my expectations are too high. Well, the only people who say that are the ones who have no interest in meeting them. The ones that don’t say that, are the team of people that are saying “Yeah, your expectations are high – and mine are higher.” Quality – that’s what’s happening here.

Yes, we’ll be producing other authors works in the new year. The plan is to produce one hard science fiction and one YA. Half Light Publishing is going outside the box and is truly a 21st century publishing house. We’re not fighting Amazon, we’re using them to our benefit.

I doubt I’ll see a penny of the money from my book sales over the last year and a half, especially considering I can’t even get a report on it. But, onward. I’ve endured a lot of tests this year and I’ll only come out stronger. How can I not? I’m surrounded by some AMAZING folks!

If you believe in me and my team – if you want to see this succeed, then contribute to the campaign. You can start as low as a $1 that will simply say “I believe in you guys”, or the $1 that will say “hey, I’m sorry you got screwed!” Whatever it is, please take a look. We have a few days left and a long way to go to reach our goal.

I Finished (or didn’t) NaNoWriMo, Now What?

Did you make it? If you did, big congrats! If you didn’t, big congrats as well! It takes a lot to commit to such a massive project when we all have so much going on in November.

Wow, she really face planted

Yes, there’s 3 days left, but at this point, many of you are probably asking what happens next?

Here I come to save the day! (not really, but I like pretending I have a cape)


What to do next? Follow these steps.

  • Finish your book. 50,000 words doesn’t really constitute a novel. Go through and fill in any plot holes and anywhere else that needs to be cushioned up.
  • Edit. Do a read through and highlight and areas that need any work. Once you’ve done a read through, go back and insert your edits. Do this as many times as needed until you get it to where you think it works.
  • Then send it to someone else to edit. There are 3 types of editing. Line Editing, Copy Editing, and Content Editing. If you’re a first time writer, chances are you don’t have the budget to pay for all 3 editors. (one is expensive enough). Join a writers group or a critique group, a workshop, or anywhere else where you can possibly trade for edits. I have some other ways where you can edit for cheap or free in this blog. 
  • Once you’ve edited it, decide whether you’re going to traditionally publish or self-publish. I cover the benefits of both in this blog post.
  • If you’re self-publishing, you’ll need to do a ton of research on how to do this properly. If you want to skip that and order a self-publishing package, Half-light Publishing is offering a comprehensive self-publishing package through the indiegogo campaign.  I’ll be covering a blog post soon on getting traditionally published. Make sure you’re subscribed to my blog! 
  • Market your book! I cover marketing for new authors in this blog post. 

Want more info on writing? Click on the “On Writing” category just to the right for tons of free info on writing, publishing, and marketing your books. ~~~>



Need new reading in your life? Check out my 2016 reading challenge.

Sneak Peek – Clusters Book 2 Teaser

TEASER for the new CLUSTERS book.




“Sixty-one people died by the hands of a serial killer.”


Smoke whirled around the tip of Joe’s cigarette as if it were trying to suck itself back in. The air in the room was stale and had a distinct wet odor to it, evident of the layer of toxic black mold that clung to the wood behind the wallpapered walls.


“And?” Charles folded his arms in front of his chest.


“We’re going to investigate.” Joe puffed on his cigarette, taking in a long drawn hit as if it were his last. When he blew out the smoke, it came out of his nostrils making him look like a pathetic fat bellied dragon.


“Are you talking about England?”


“Yuuup,” he said.


“Under what jurisdication?”


“We were called in by MI6.”


“The SIS?” Charles asked. “What do they need us for?”


“They think there’s a connection,” Joe said, sighing heavily.


“You just said they were killed by the hands of a serial killer.”




Charles pushed his chair back and slapped his palms against his knees. “You lost me.” Maps with red circles lined the pin board behind Charles’ head and he leaned back, his hair barely touching the creased and dusty maps. When he was recruited by the Federal Bureau of Investigation he imagined a nicer office and a more formidable boss. Instead, he got someone who read one too many Sherlock Holmes novels and an office to match, in the least flattering way.


“They think there’s a connection,” Joe repeated.


“So it’s not a closed case?”


“It’s not a closed case.”



Location for New CLUSTERS Book Announcement

I’m leaving the country.

Ok, I’m not – but Charlie (Charles) Sutton is.

True to Clusters, it’ll be based on true cases and this time inspired by the 61 deaths at Manchester Canal Street in England. 

And true to Clusters, the inspiration from Paulides is still there. As his investigations continue, the strangeness grows.

If you think you knew where Clusters was going, then you’re in for a new surprise because there are new patterns and new ideas behind the cases of the missing.

We’re not out of the woods yet… or maybe we are.

What’s different in this book? 

Like Clusters: Case of the Missing – This book will be able to stand alone. However, we’re going to be moving into urban areas now as cases of the missing is no longer contained in our national forests.
In a way, this will hit a lot closer to home for many of us.

When will it be released? We’re looking at the end of 2016 at the earliest.

Will we see some of the same characters? The Sheriff will have a cameo, but this one follows Charles, who we met in Clusters: Case of the Missing.

Do we have a title? There’s a working title, either CLUSTERS: Nephesh or Clusters: Canal Street. What do you guys think?

Will there be more books? I have no idea. When I started out with Clusters: Case of the Missing, it was supposed to be one and done. The story will be done when it tells me it’s done.